Tragic awakening

"why are you doing this" "I'm so sorry""ill always be with you" slaughterer,murderer punish him!" with a start Gabriel awoke he touched his face it was wet at first he had thought it was sweat till he had realized they where tears he then frantically searched his night stand that was next to his bed "where the hell is it?!" he opened up the final drawer there was a small bottle with a small amount of blue glowing liquid he uncorked it and gulped when he realized he dint feel any better he reached under his bed an pulled out a small bottle of whiskey he frantically drank it all he then stared at the wall then angry words crept in to his head"why do you drink it doesn't solve your problem!" he then glared over to his sheathed sword that was leaned over the wall he threw his whiskey bottle at it but missed its contents soaked the wall "shut up." he said he then put his hand on his face and with angry tears he repeated"just shut up."

Gabriel looked over at his clock 6:00 o'clock he pulled the enough strength to pull himself out of bed he then clumsily walked to his light switch to turn on the lights.the light illuminated the room it was covered with dirty cloths and discarded liquor bottle's and the one or two occasional water bottles. he headed towards his bathroom to take a long hot shower he undressed and walked in and started to wash himself thinking of the dream" its been a year already but that memory still haunts me" he put his hand on the corner of the shower to support him self he started staring at his feet letting the water hit his body then another voice entered his mind but unlike the first voice this one was calm and kind " do not fret little one it will fade in time like every thing else." he walked out of the shower and put a towel over him self as he opened the door he started at the other blade that perched on his drawer on the other side of the room and smiled he then walked over to his closet which showed an array of clothes but he only had on out fit in mind his favorite he reached inside and grabbed his cacky pants which he smelled to make sure they where still clean he then put the rest of his attire he then realized he was missing his hat he found it hanging on a lone coat hanger next to his door he grabbed it and put it on.

he then grabbed the door handle and as he rotated it he heard in unison two voices"arnt you forgetting some thing Gabriel?" he stopped and turned his head then gave a small smile and chuckled "of course i dint who would forget you guys" he walked over and grabbed Iudicium,Lacrimis and tied them to his hips he went for the door again opened it.a cool blast of air hit his face he saw what he at least thought the beautiful WH East HQ he walked out of his room "today should be a good day." he said as he calmly walked in the halls and in unison Iudicium,Lacrimis "let the hunt begin."